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next stop wonderland... [December 2nd, 2007] Im gonna make myself Get over you      Get Over You  - Sterling Simms dl here Somethin' bout u lady Wish i could make her mine Somethin Bout You - Christian Alexander feat Fabolous dl here Question of the week.... "So Yasz, where's the party gonna be at this weekend?" No party this time round. No insane, crazy ass drinking. No dress code. No Crowds. No thumping, deep bass. No GS Reunion photo and most importantly..... No drama... This could prolly be the best bday weekend ive ever had.... Thats also cos theres a new sweet thing in the picture....   "With every closed door, theres an opportunity to open a new one" Thats some truth right there... COMMENT.

yup.. the boy is back.... [November 26th, 2007] [ mood | artistic ] Ive been trying to figure out, Whats the fighting all about, Droppin' Out Of Love - Cheri Dennis dl here Here are 10 changes ive gone through since my last post here... 1) I was a Financial Planner on the brink of making serious dough at the expense of my happiness. I eventually chose happiness, so Im now working for a Gaming mag, loving every minute of it, but being semi broke aint no joke homie... 2) I was single. I got attached. I just broke up today though. So im single again. Story of my life.... 3) I was a party animal, at least i thought i was, ive simmered a whole lot now. Clubbed a total of 3 times in the past 4 months. Yes, i can't believe it myself. 4) I was a music and movie junkie, still am. Add poker junkie to that list now though... 5) I believed in the saying "Friends Come N Go". So a couple left, some tried to come back, i shut the door and told them to kiss my nuts... 6) Ive matured, i dun need to explain. I'll let my cynicism in my next few posts show u. Trust me, really! 7) I lost weight when i was depressed, gained weight when things got better, but with the news of the break up, i expect to lose a few pounds all over again. 8) I was using a Nokia N95 during that period of my last post. Ive used around 10 different phones since that time, i'll boil it down to the perks of the new job. 9) I made new frens. I love them. 10) I run nowadays, not only in my head, but in real life too.... Lifes been a wicked ride..... 2 / COMMENT.

an ode to the old site... [May 15th, 2007] [ mood | amused ] [ music | DJ Neil Armstrong ] I logged in into my blogspot after a very long time and really went back thru memory lane... Kinda dug this up... this is gonna be my entry for "Love Letter Of The Week" Dear Kryptonite, So we met.... We talked....we laughed.... we connected....we kicked it like nuthin ever happened between us...... It was simple, not complicated. It was amicable, not messy. It was mature, not childish. It was simply put, beautiful, and for once, not ugly..... I'll be honest though, i am a little dissapointed, but it was expected. Ive studied and known youre character too well to knoe youre very next move. I saw it coming, but do not get me wrong, i understand and did not harbour any hope.... Cos well... hope is a dangerous thing.... I understand the situations and circumstances that binds us and ironically, keeps us apart.... Whatever youre decision may have been, i sincerely do wish u happines in whatever path u took, U have been unselfish, i will do the same.... After all thats been said and done, for us to be where we are, for me to write stuff like this once again.... I mean, if this isnt love, what is rite? I do question god's motive in bringin u back(to a certain extent) though, why at such an opportune time, when i am prolly makin some of the biggest decisions in my life, why so, why now? When i do think abt it, it does make sense, at a time when i almost forgot how love felt, how it feels to really connect with someone, how it feels like to be swept off your feet.... U reminded me, once again.... I thank you, for that glimpse of possibilities... cos i guess... Its really not that bad being Superman sometimes.... Yasz U knoe that ,i need u, but girl, not this way, i want ,so much more than, u give today, to show u, i want u i push u away, If its meant to be girl, i trust that it will find a way... "Find A Way" by Eric Roberson I need to learn to write stuff like this again... heheh! COMMENT.

random stuff... [May 11th, 2007] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | emoooooo ] u were the light of my life, the star that shined bright, u had it in u to make the wrong things right, some say it was curse, but i begged to differ, who wouldve thought "Senorita" couldve turned to "Cry Me A RIver" u taught me to kiss, showed me how to make love, and in turn, i showed u how to make "us", we had our pitfalls, our share of fights, and in our times of darkness, we found ways to make light, But once the walls caved in, and the rain poured harder, u gave up, u didnt want me to be your baby's father, "us" was too quick, too serious, too soon, but how could've time have foreseen how much i loved u, right about the time u figured how to make my heart melt, was about the same time, u showed me what hurt felt, and i guess i do have the right to say u treated me the worst, but i'll still remember that in love, u will always be the first In many ways u were like a song that angels would sing, Beautiful, u showed me what beautiful brings, u were life in itself, and u made the believe, that truly, the best things in life are free, COMMENT.

break away.... [May 9th, 2007] [ music | DJ Mehdi ] Dj Mehdi Breakaway Uploaded by viensboire Allrite, i'll admit it.... I skipped work today cos not only was i sick... the main reason was cos i was slightly depressed... Yes, depression has finally set in for the year of 2007... its a phase i knoe... And i will get over it.... The weird thing though .. is that i dun even knoe why im bloody depressed.... Its usually cos of a girl, or the family, work maybe, issues with people.... Stuff like that... I cant pinpoint the exact reasons this time, hmm.. Maybe its an amalgation of it all.... Its been a weird few weeks really... in all honesty... Ive been expanding my horizons of sorts..... Hmm... I guess why im feelin blue is cos im finally taking a step away from certain things and bein someone who hates letting go..... feeling shitty is kinda natural.... even if...... its for the best... OK Yasz snap out of it..... Ure losing weight, making money and youre on the verge of making somethin seemingly impossible,  possible in music..... The new peeps rocks, the boys are still tight.... The girl situation is on up n up.....(to a certain extent!) And another trip to KL beckons.... And theres also dubai in august..... hmm i guess my dad was right... Self talk does help... IM OUTZZZ COMMENT.

ready for love... [May 4th, 2007] [ mood | scared ] [ music | Mario Winans ] Mario Winans - Ready For Love(Interlude) (click here to dl) You should of told me how you felt The day we met I probably would've loved you anyway Ooh yea But instead you led me on to believe that you Were ready, for my love Oh baby Now its gone away Tell me why? Did you Say that you were ready for love When you knew that you'd Hardly ever think of me again Tell me why? Oh why did you baby Say that you were ready for my love And now your gone even though The rain drops take my love Tell me babe Oh no You hurt me so badly My list of ex's is huge, that shit scares me COMMENT.

vices vice gripped the shit outta me.. [April 29th, 2007] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Boooyyaakkaa Musik ] yes... ive heard "I told u so" like 7 times this week... So yes im back to my bonafide drinking days, shits been crazy the past few days. Hennessy free flows, chivas bottles, absolut bottles, red wine, its not good for the soul but mad its been good fun.. The company youre with plays a big part in this really... So after a crazy ass friday nite,  for saturday, the plan was to chill,  get the membership, walk arnd for a bit in MOS, say hi to a couple of chicks, and end the nite early... RIIIITTTTEEEE.... Instead, the music bumped hard, the chicks flowed over, and the drinks took control... What conspired in the end, was what i would call a "BOOOYYYAAAKKKAAA" party.... hah.. Shit, im jus still to young to run away from fun like this really...... (Yes that's denial seeping in!) im outzzz......... COMMENT.

ahh here we go again.... [April 28th, 2007] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | silence of the morning"??? ] Im back on livejournal, i pondered on changing addresses, keepin its amongst frens only, like it was a cult or somethin. Technically i did do that for a bit, cult status never got achieved, haha! So here i am, writing on familiar pastures, and like they say, it isnt always greener on the other side.... So whats been up? Im currently dealing with a couple of issues and in retrospect, im not dealin with them quite well actually. Lookin back at jus a few posts ago, the whole Umrah did do me good, but im back to my nonsense lately, and boy have i been drinking. No excuses this time, i'll admit its jus lack of willpower, once again.... Bedsty is up n running and we're making significant moves, we're ironing a couple of details but its nice to see it building back up. Cant wait for the next few mths with that, its back to recording, shows, producing and lobbying for stuff. Bloody exciting... Ive been spending a lot of cash on high end streetwear, stuff like supreme, stussy limited, undft, etc, learning from it and understanding it actually. Like Altimet says, "Its business cost in branding!". Within the past weeks ive met a bunch of great streetwear guys, at Burns place, some dudes from frontal labs n stuff. Coup of the week had to be the convo with Le Messie. Le Messie is the mysterious dude that Lupe Fiasco came to visit a few years back(theyre like homies or somethin, ahha). He runs FALSE, a big streetwear brand in the states. Lookin forward to be meetin up with him soon.  Its a great culture to be in but man its a bloody expensive one too.. hehe.. The dayjob(i feeling very batman at times!)  is doin fine, Moneys rollin in, and i guess im on track to move out by the end of the year. Loads of he says, she says lately. Games are being played, im nonchalant abt it mostly, but i guess the fact the game is being played bothers me. Life is such, i'll adapt and i'll deal but there are a chosen few, whos helped me a whole lot lately, this is such a Nis thing to do, shout outs.... Idros.. U'll never gonna read this, but bro ure my pillar between not only issues with the girls, work and friends alone. Ure my bridge to my parents as well. The advice u give on a constant basis is invaluable and i owe a whole lot to u. U crack wack jokes though but i'll live with that.... Nis.. My curly haired kawans. Ure such a guy at times but ure a great fren. We're in the same boat to a certain extent, i envy ure strength but i dont envy ure wack jokes... love always.. and ure the best party partner ever mannn.... Shahirah... U pick my calls up late late nite and as sleepy or tired as u sound, u make always make the effort to be there for me. U do too give great unbiased advice and ure not afraid to give me a tongue lashing hahah! Its great we're startin to chill alot together, but u gotta chill on the wack jokes babe!( im startin to sense a pattern here) Hykel.. Im glad we're back to chillin on a regular basis. I owe u for introducing me to my new clubbing kakis, and boy do u take care of me man... haha.. its feels quite gay at times but much respect bro..always.. Abby.. God i miss u, haha. So we havent seen each other for a while now, its god will we say. Maybe the time apart, makes the heart grow fonder( i inserted another corny ass line). Whatever it is, ure a great person to converse and cuddle with at the very same time hahaha! ok dah cukup! UKEH! The Boys haha u knoe who u r. I cant leave the Motley Crue out, we still tight and we still goin against the world together... hahah! Spiderman 3 this tues, 20 man strong, SIAO! So in conclusion, haha, lifes been as i expected to be, nothings ever perfect, but its not somethin i need to be complaining abt either. I deal with the ups, the downs, the left and the rights to the best of my ability, and in time, it'll work itself out, as always..... im OUTTTZZZZ! COMMENT.

Put Your Diamonds Up.... [April 10th, 2007] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | kANYE wEST ] I've been workin' this graveshift and I ain't made shit I wish I could buy me a spaceship and fly past the sky Spaceship - Kanye West (click to dl) Phewww..... Its back to reality now.... What crazy ass weekend in KL..... Kanye rocked hard.... The party at Zouk the nite before rocked even harder..... One the best weekends ive had in a long ass time.... Reality beckons though.... So lets talk abt that.... ...... In retrospect, theres no need to actually... I wanna end this post on a good note.... YEAH!!!! COMMENT.

Put Your Hands Up.... [April 2nd, 2007] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | soul avengers are the ish now! ] Im really slow on this i knoe, but this is THE anthem... Put Your Hands Up 4 Detroit - Fedde Le Grand [click here to dl] What a weekend..... Albeit an extremely tiring one of course..... The boys from KL came n went and we done killed it straight at Pure, 2 nites straight of the most amazing ass house tunes... Big Ups to the boys from the La Famillia cuzzin crew also, unexpected addition to the madness.... And i still got a trip to KL up this weekend.... Life is good man... Life is jus too good..... COMMENT.

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